Tuesday, July 20th, 2004
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Jul 20  11:26pm
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OMG!!!!
seriously i hate ittttt!!!!!
why cant this be easy!!!
it used to be!!!!!
uuuugggggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, July 18th, 2004
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Jul 18 12:54pm
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wow my parents seriously drive me nutz
theyre so dramatic and i cant stand it
they like aspire to be the camden family off of the WB's tv drama..7th heaven...except theyre annoying and just dramatic and dont actually do anygood at all
i miss.....
ugh just one week would be fine
2 would be great
forever would be amazing
but they suck
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Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
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Jul 14 11:04pm
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well we gave it a shot
maybe it was too soon
theres always next time tho....
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Tuesday, July 13th, 2004
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Jul 13 11:19pm
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wow today was nutz!
woke up at 6:30 at C-Paps so we could get our hair and makeup done
went to the highschool at 9
then cheered from like 10:30-1
then got in our special area...lol i got pissed at a freshmen and i felt bad cuz i was kinda mean to her...not really mean...just kinda eh lol
saw P Bush that was pretty coool..made friends with a secret agent while iw as waiting... me and Paul fo LIfe! haha
then after all that hoopla i came home did the dishes ate dinner and then went to work
it was fun
and now im finallty home at 11 at nite just relaxing
its a beautiful life
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Sunday, July 11th, 2004
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Jul 11 10:51pm
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i dont know what im gonna do now or whats gonna happen...
but its gonna be ok...
i know its gonna be fine...
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Wednesday, July 7th, 2004
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Jul 07 08:05pm
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hmm
well i think no matter how hard ive been trying to hang onto the past..its over... i lost the battle..others may say i won but i definatly definatly lost
this shit is so frusterating i want to scream but i cant....
maybe it was never meant to be..
ugh just one week is alll i need..just one..but thats impossible
i just want to fall asleep for 4 weeks
...im out
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Friday, July 2nd, 2004
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Jul 02 05:56pm
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ITS MY BIRTHDAY!
IM 15~~!!
HUFFAH!
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Monday, June 28th, 2004
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Jun 28 11:56pm
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What was i thinking!
wow
i am seriously retarded
i used to be in such good control of everything and ever since that one night it seems like everything i worked so so f*ing hard for is falling from my grasp
i cant go back
im going tho...but i hate it
i hate me
i hate always thinkin about this and being controlled by it..but everytime i try to not be it just gets worse cuz it gets better and if it gets better than everything else gets worse...
and the thing that sucks the most about this whole thing.... i cant talk to anyone..ever..
i cannot wait until im 18 and this shit is over
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Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004
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Jun 22 09:12pm
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wow i wish i was as good as i used to be.....
this sucks
hmm....
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Sunday, June 20th, 2004
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Jun 20 11:38pm
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*What Do You Think About My*
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
*Would You*
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Do me:
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word:
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your Journal and see what I say about you?
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Thursday, June 17th, 2004
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Jun 17 11:39pm - my computer works!!!!!
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haha for the first time in forever my computer works!
me and jake are all good
ballet is over
wow talk about a good day!!!
i love u!
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Monday, June 7th, 2004
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Jun 07 09:06am
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hey just thought id update this so u all know im not dead
haha i havent been able to write in this for a while becuz my comp is broken and when my dad tried to fix it well..it broke a lil more lol
just got done with computers exam it was hard and i think i failed but its no big deal lol next i have health then i have cheerleading lunch at border grill then home for a bit to study science then i have cherleading practice from 3-5 and then some more studying
sounds like fun hey?
haha its cool its cool
im out
me
current mood:  relieved
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Thursday, May 13th, 2004
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May 13 01:14pm - lalalala sing a happy song! falalala smurf it all day long! (or somethin like that haha)
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ahh today is definatly a good day! im still a bit sore but its ok no biggie! im in such a good moood and i have no idea why! haha i just totally failed a computers quiz but thats ok becuz im never going to need to know the vocabulary for database files or property sheets or showboxes so i really dont mind! heh! i need to remember to get my portfolio together for english! ack! thats due in like 4 days!! haha today at lunch i ran to citco for lunch and i ran to the back cooler and just grabbed a diet pepsi and paid for it and when the lady said $1.75 i was thinkin "hmm thats a tid high" so i look and i just bought a 1 liter instead of a 20 oz! ahh good times with my gallon of carbonation! tonite i think me jake and han han are goin to border grill just like the first nite! ahh should be fun!! and also i need to get some stuff like makeupyish for prom and i need to pick up my handbag! ahh busy busy! its cool tho i love being busy and i dont think i have any homework tonite which is a total plus!!! ahh yum yum! well class gets out in like 7 min so i think im gonna read my book or somethin cuz im kinda getting bored of typing so idk WML!!! (Write More Later) ;) :) :D
current mood:  bouncy
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Wednesday, May 12th, 2004
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May 12 01:02pm
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wow
i officially suck at computers
i want to sleep so bad right now
wow
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Tuesday, May 11th, 2004
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May 11 01:06pm - Brrr!
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im in computers class and oh dear my oh my! it is freezing in here!
todays a good/very sleepy day
haha didnt have to give my speech in english, my science test was easy, took a lil nap at lunch.
now after school me and pappy are goin to her house to cheer cheer cheer!
ahh i love cheerleading its so much fun!
i hope i make it!!
this week/weekend/next week are goin to be soo busy!
ahh!
neeed sleeep!
haha oh well
thats what spanish is for ;)
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Friday, May 7th, 2004
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May 07 01:14pm
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haha i love how naive i was
oh well we all learn in the end
hehe
wow (hand signs included on that one!)
i think im hanging with the H-Dawg tonite
or jake and his friends
or ill do the really cool thing and hang out with my mom haha
well dad and mal are out of town and i dont want her to get lonely
just one more hour left and im done!!
sooo excited!
mwuah!
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Wednesday, May 5th, 2004
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May 05 07:13pm
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its ok
its alright
and i think were gonna be fine :)
p.s. thank u hanny for everything! i love you, you are awesome and a great friend! u rock my world when u dance and u have a heart of gold!! BFF!!
MWUAH!!!
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Monday, May 3rd, 2004
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May 03 12:24pm
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the name of this Community "livejournal" is a misrepresentation. a journal is something you should be able to put your thoughts in and be secure knowing that they are yours. well if the private entry button doesnt work for some reason they are no longer yours. they become known by other ppl. then u no longer have the security/releif of letting your thoughts out because they are replaced by news ones. thoughts of anger,annoyance,violation,vulnerablity,and distrust.
there those are my feelings at this moment.
i hope your fuckin happy.
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Saturday, May 1st, 2004
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May 01 11:18pm - tonite ill sail onto the moon
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never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever
ever
ever
ever
again
i hate it
current mood:  aggravated
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Wednesday, April 28th, 2004
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Apr 28 12:25pm - In computers
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jake ur the best!
haha love the whole not being in science..its good times
2 months
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Monday, April 19th, 2004
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Apr 19 01:06pm - Computers
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WoW i have had a ton of tests today! not really a ton but it seems like i have haha
spanish- vocab for the first half hour then erb was my partner and we just did the one thing in the book for birthdays
math- test, which i dont think i did too bad on cuz it was reallly easy some things were just worded kinda funny, and then after that talked to papin
science- test, idk if i did well on this one or not becuz it seemed like it was almost too easy which probably means i failed it haha oh well! and then worked on word search.
english- we had our workshop thing for that stupid genre paper we have to turn in tomorrow and i cannot wait to finallty just be done with that whole thing cuz i hhhhate it! haha ya i finished my poem for it tho so now all i have to do is type that up, and type an introduction paper..thanks again zerbie for letting me borrow your song!
lunch- walked around with hanny and lucy, it was good times we got to hear about how much lucy absolutly depises gurl for the whole lunch hour hahaha
computers- thats the class im in right now and we just got done takin a really long quiz which i am postive i failed becuz i got broed and frusterated with it so i just started filling in anyold thing for the answers...its cool tho cuz my parents dont care if i do bad in this class and this class only
next hour i have health and i do not want to go! ugh i hate that class and mr rico zenti gets sooooo crabby and sends like anyone who breathes out in the hallway and then its all boring cuz none of the loud kids are in there to make it fun becuz there all having there delinquent fun in the hallway
haha i love how i dont sound normal today at all but its so much better than yesterday that i think it does sound normal until someone points it out that i still sounds like a frog..haha its cool tho cuz its not like my throat hurts or anything so i think my voice just kinda went on strike due to lack of diet code red mountain dew which i havent had in like 4 days!!
ehh idk if chlos here today or not but im kinda in the mood to converse with her on a matter or two...
haha megan francis miller u best call me soon to do something! i love u babe!
haha oh yes and i just wanted to say yet again how i am the luckiest gurl in the world and jake is such a sweetheart and of course a total gorgiosity and hes a doll and spoils me and ahhh hes just so great hehe
luvs and hugs!!
~me~
current mood:  cheerful
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Saturday, April 17th, 2004
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Apr 17 11:56pm
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today/tonite was fun
hung out with pappy,joey,ryan and andy
hung out with mom (always a good time)
hung out with jacob daniel
saw my girls at the movies
hiked up sugarloaf in the darkness
then...hmmmmm
came inside
saw box of 12 glazed krispy kreme donuts on counter.... heh
got my haircut yesterday and even got my mom to kinda not hate it as much today
lost my voice so it was reallly really raspy! i loveddd it
hmmmm...
heh
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Friday, April 16th, 2004
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Apr 16 12:42pm - Computers!
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im in computers right now and i just got done with my stuff so i dont really have anything to do so im just gonna type in here to pass the time..
idk how i should get my hair...drastic change? or just a trim to clean it up? hmmmm
im a tid bit annoyed at a certain someone right but its ok becuz ill get over it and probably forget about it within the next 20 min cuz i have a tendency to do that..haha
well im gonna go now becuz i decided this was wayyyyy to boring right nwo cuz i really reallly realllly wanna be outside! so im gonna look up some websites about outsideness or something and try to imagine im there..
ta ta!
current mood:  creative
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Tuesday, April 13th, 2004
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Apr 13 06:57pm - what doi do?
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im at chloes but shes not here and i dont know whatto do haha
i normally wouldnt n\mind this but i dont want her mom to come home at\nd get mad at me
hmmmmmm
maybe ill just go for a walk for a bit or somethin
hmmmmm
haha oh well idk ill do somethin
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Apr 13 04:57pm
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I spent hours walking in the dark
and then the sun went down.......
current mood:  thoughtful
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